Sunday, September 19, 2010
A great movie taking place amongst those crazy years of high school that ever girl goes through with a great take on being singled out and 86ed from the social excepted norm.
It seems as I sit through these movies of female teenage angst all I do is try and relate to the characters as much as I can. Being as though I went through my high school years as a varsity baseball player / prom king and every other social stereo typical senerio you could think of for a high school male one would think that it would be hard for me to relate or want to relate to the many female characters and roles that run rampent amongst these movies. but underneith the exterior that I radiated during those "amazing high school years" :-). was that girl that I always wanted to let out.
As I sit here and think back of the countless times of being envys of the girl walking in front of me in the hallways with the amazing outfit composed of a short little mini skirt and a great pair of shoes that showed off her legs so well, instead of just thinking about "banging them" words a teenage boy would use. I wish I would have had the chance to live out those high school experiances in a different way, instead of a crown a tiera instead of a pair of converse a nice pair of black stilletos. anyways I shouldn't complain being as though I get to experiance being a women now, will as close as I can experiance being a women. to you girls out there still trapped behind that 5 oclock shadow remember life is short live it the way you want to live it, in any form of life one has struggles that for some its being branded a whore for some its knowing your body isnt representing you the way you want it to. Carpe Diem
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
here is a pic of when i first tryed to start finding my self as candice. Whats funny about that is my name I picked for myself at first was Jessica lol. ya I dont think I make a very good jessica neither did my fiance Chelsea so we desided together to change my name to Candice. anyways here is a pic from four years ago.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Chelsea and I desided to go out this last wednesday. But it had been a rather long time since we enjoyed a day and and a night together as candice. So i got ready early so we could go out before night fell apon us. We enjoyed an early dinner at Hamburger Patties which is in a part of town thats not super trans friendly but everyone even the families I ran into at the resturant and outside the resturant seemed ok if they even new i was a guy... lol. Chelsea snapped a few pictures of me on the phone while we were at dinner and I will post those tonight sometime, after that we headed to the bar and met up with some friends enjoyed some drinks and headed home shortly after that. For all you boys out there who are first starting out finding them selves as women. Try going out with out drinking to take the edge off you will be surprised how enjoyable it is. I know how it is when you have a few drinks in you its a little easier to walk out those door and in to the world as a women but sometimes its hard to get the full enjoyment out of the day. take in the day completly and remember you are lucky to be able to experiance your true self. you cant be the person you want to be until you find your true north.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Thursday, May 6, 2010
its been a long time dont think i am gone candice is still alive and kicking just been super busy with a promotion and working all the time. i have made some time for Candice just not as much as i would like hopfully time will open up more frequently in the near future. i hope i see you people out soon have a great day or night lol
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Monday, January 11, 2010
Wow it's been since Halloween since I have weant out as Candice that's two months given life has to happen such as x Mas thanxsgiving the new year but two months with out Candice definatly effected me and Chelsea. It wasn't until this weekend we found the time to go out and cut loose and let me tell u it was greatly needed we had some good drinks and some good conversation we Even squeezed in a nice little moment of dancing at the club and in tradition finished the night at hot rods over all it was a pretty low key night but I wouldn't have traded it for anything in the world. Being two pretty girls out for a night on the town with my babe was amazing.
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