Pictures from last Halloween 2012 lil miss pageant girl

I hope you like them. I was a lil miss pageant girl

I am writing this as I walk through downtown sf to work

So as u all can tell its been a while since the last time I posted a blog. I have been extremely busy with starting a new job in a new city (San Francisco) and haven't had much time for myself lately, however I hope this changes relatively soon. Life gets crazy and it's easy to forget about being yourself because it becomes easy to be what everyone else wants you to be. I am going to end this rant before I walk into a tree or light pole but I want to let who ever reads this know to look forward to new posts

Wanted to reach out

I would love for more people who share the same likes and lifestyle as i do to reach out and make contact with me through my blog.  I always welcome more friendly people in my life.

Started working out again

Probably one of the hardest thought processes to go through as a person who is fluid about gender. It's a struggle between getting healthy and happy about my weight and look with out taking away the feminine qualities that u want to showcase when dressed up. Anyways I would love to hear your guys thoughts. :-) xoxo

One more pic from last week

Thank you for all the people who follow my story. U all are the reason y I take the time to blog :-)

Cute new outfit

Last night was one of those nights where I felt so pretty I loved my outfit. And had a great time with my wife

i did my nails yay

Nothing makes u feel more girly then having super pretty nails

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More from Halloween 2011

this halloween was a blast although the only thing is i didnt get to see my babe most of the night because she was throwing a big halloween party here in sacramento that i attended.  i had fun getting ready got my eye brows waxed and did my nails and shaved, gosh i love the feeling of being completly smooth and sliding on a pretty little outfit over my soft body.  as you can see in my pics i chose to be little red riding hood  it was a very flattering costume and with tape in all the right places i even had some pretty good cleavage going that night (check out the pics :-)). of course like every halloween there is a lot of guys hitting on me and one  pretty presistant and just to get him away i had to tell him i am a guy and that he may be barking up the wrong tree lol.  i love the attention as a girl when people look and see  and think about how hot you are both guys and girls even if they know i am a guy but they still cant beleive it.  so anyways it was a great night and here are some more pics form the event my wife is the one dressed in the white shirt and slacks she was jo calderone (lady gagas male alter ego)

Halloween was a blast

More to come later but i thought u would like to see what i was for Halloween

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Dresses i want

I love shopping for new dresses.  especially when i find cute and sassy ones like this.  i work right upstairs from the jessica mcclintock store and in there window they have these dresses that i wont so bad... what do you guys think?  do you think they would look good. 

celebrity look a like

i dont know if this is a far fetch or not, but i have been told i look like Selena Gomez.  what do you think.

i cant wait halloween is coming soon

i dont know what i should be this year so many options out there.  i have been snow white, alice form alice in wonderland, and a french maid the question is what will i be this year.  i am thinking possibly a sexy girl scout, maybe a school girl, little red riding hood.  will you guys let me know what you think i want to know your feedback of what you think i should be.  put in your own ideas as well i would love to hear them

Feeling Girly?

if you are feeling girly give into it and enjoy.  dont rebel against yourself just to make others happy.  yes in times you may not feel exceptionally girly but in the moments that you do embrace it and love it.  paint your nails or do your eye brows play with new hair styles or new make up techniques.  i know this next one may be shocking to you but pee sitting down

enjoying a nice day out

i woke up this morning and as i was laying in bed, thought to myself i think i want to spend the day in the new dress my wife got for me and all dolled up. ( i have been wanting to practice some new things with make up) so i did. i took a shower shaved my legs and as you guys probably know everything else that needs to be shaved :-). had a fun time putting on my make up which went pretty easy, that doesn't always happen. and put on my prettiest panties and bra set and slid my dress on. after putting on my heels i looked in the mirror and remembered y i enjoy being Candice so much. after i got ready for my day i decided to go and grab some lunch and a coffee and drive around and enjoy the sun. all in all it has been a great day off i even turned some heads.

if you wake up wanting to do something just do it yo may not have tomorrow.

and don't forget you were born this way

Here are some pics of my today

sometimes the simpliest things make u feel good

I was just thinking even the smallest things like shopping for little accessories to go with outfits or underwear to wear under your outfits always makes me feel good and excited to go out again... Remember never to put that part of u to far into the corner and that u should live your true self out loud.

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its crazy

Looking back on old pics and remembering those days and loving the fact i had someone to always share it with

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been going out more recently

Its been such a good feeling to be out and about again. it did feel like there was something missing. And here are some new pics as well

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pretty recent pics

Thought you guys would like to see some pretty recent pics

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Halloween

Halloween was som much fun i went as a french maid and i thought you guys would like to see a few pics. o ya this was the first time i hung out with my twin sister as candice... she was dressed as cat women.

Easy A and my thoughts

A great movie taking place amongst those crazy years of high school that ever girl goes through with a great take on being singled out and 86ed from the social excepted norm.

It seems as I sit through these movies of female teenage angst all I do is try and relate to the characters as much as I can. Being as though I went through my high school years as a varsity baseball player / prom king and every other social stereo typical senerio you could think of for a high school male one would think that it would be hard for me to relate or want to relate to the many female characters and roles that run rampent amongst these movies. but underneith the exterior that I radiated during those "amazing high school years" :-). was that girl that I always wanted to let out.

As I sit here and think back of the countless times of being envys of the girl walking in front of me in the hallways with the amazing outfit composed of a short little mini skirt and a great pair of shoes that showed off her legs so well, instead of just thinking about "banging them" words a teenage boy would use. I wish I would have had the chance to live out those high school experiances in a different way, instead of a crown a tiera instead of a pair of converse a nice pair of black stilletos. anyways I shouldn't complain being as though I get to experiance being a women now, will as close as I can experiance being a women. to you girls out there still trapped behind that 5 oclock shadow remember life is short live it the way you want to live it, in any form of life one has struggles that for some its being branded a whore for some its knowing your body isnt representing you the way you want it to. Carpe Diem